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In your arms is where home is ... I love you more than you will ever ever be able to understand. I'm sorry I take my anger out on you - I'm sorry that I wish I knew how to control it better - but ... I do know that I DO love you with ALL my heart and soul Daddy! ♥
Daddy, I hope that you are goin to be my badboy for valentines! I love you so much! I can't believe this is our 2nd valentines together. WOW ... I Seriously Never thought We'd be where we are right now! NOTHING Can STOP US Daddy - We are inseparable together ... TOGETHER We can do ALL THINGS !!! You are my soul, You are my EVERYTHING!! You are the light at the end of my tunnel. The sun to my grey days! Thank you for always being the amazing man you are ... Thank you for ALWAYS wanting me Daddy! God I DO NOT know what or where I'd be without you! I love you so much I really hope that you know that! Niklas you are the MOST amazing thing to happen to me besides Vanita - She's the FIRST of course ... But you my loving man are the most amazing thing to happen to me, and I'm glad that god or whatever is out there ... Seen it fit for us to be together ... I'll NEVER EVER Be the same without you ... You are the rock to my foundation, you are the breathe that I breathe. And IDK why I get so angry lately - But idk if you noticed but I'm tryin to control it more ... I DO LOVE you Daddy - and I'm tryin so hard to become a better person because of US ... because of how YOU make me feel when I'm with you ... I wish I could do SOMETHING to thank you for what You have done for me, and my daughter and for my life ... I Wish I could scream to the mountain tops how much I fucking love you and how IN LOVE with you I am ... I'm sitting here DJing secretly crying because I'm writing this cause I love you SO MUCH and words explain how I feel ... GOD If you could just see my thoughts when I hear the words and imagine the things and words being done to me by you - GOD !!! * mmmm * - Sings Scream to you! IF YOU WANNA SCREAM !! LOUDER, LOUDER, LOUDER!! OHHHHHHHHHH, OHHHHHHHHHHHH, OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IF YOU WANNA SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM - YEAHHHHHHHHHHH Lemme know an I'll take you there ! GET YOU GOIN LIKE OH BABY !! OH BABY BABY !! Ok ... So now here's the photo my BAD BOY !! I LOVE our new house btw !!
My Daddy wanted a pose where He was grabbing my ass while looking into my eyes. So I did as my Daddy asked ... But He also wanted to make it our logo for our store! I'm so lucky that I have such an amazing man at my side ... Someone who supports me in everything I do. Someone who always has positive things to say about my work, and what I do to try to make myself BETTER! I couldn't have done ANY of this without you Daddy - FOREVER I DO - IT MUST BE TRUE LOVE !!! ♥
Daddy it's been almost 2 yrs we're working on - You're still just as amazing as you were the day I met you - I really am so Glad that I have a man that loves me like a crazy love! One that has it's ups and downs but we know at the end of the day we're goin to be there for one another. I never ever want to give up what we have. I feel like I'm on top of the world with your love! Noone can make me feel the way you do Daddy - Your love is unconditional and true and I'm so glad I FINALLY get to experience what REAL TRUE Love is all about! FOREVER I DO Daddy! ❤
I never EVER had anyone in my life love me, and care for me the way you do Daddy. I don't know how to react sometimes and I forget that most of all you love me. A year and half now you've dealt with me being the stubborn brat I am. I've said things to try to push you away. I've done things to push you to the point of breaking. And You are still here with me. Holding my hand so tightly - I'm so sorry I push you like I do. I don't know what else to do sometimes ... I never dealt with this kind of love this kind of patience. So Daddy please never give on me ... I'm sorry - and I'm seriously tryin harder NOT to be this stubborn brat - I love you and I hope you can keep forgiving me of my actions cause I love you more than words will EVER be able to describe!
So I really love taking photos, and bloggin peoples designs ... I mean don't get me wrong we don't ALWAYS like EVERYTHING that people create that we blog for, but I do have to give credit where credit is due. The lady that makes the rooms I've blogged makes some really nice furniture for all your rooms. So please be sure to check her out!!
Greta seems to be a really amazing lady from what I've seen so far. She does awesome work on clothing and I got the chance to use one of her dresses in a pose I've made. I really want to get into making poses - So like I said in previous Posts - I hope to use my own poses in all the posts I do for my confessions of the crazy one Dizzy Payne - giggles - I have to admit that Sin was the inspiration for this pose cause she wanted a Shhh Pose but I don't think I nailed what she wanted. So I used it anyways - giggles - I love the dress Greta and Thanks Sin for helping me come up with a pose for the dress! xoxox to both you ladies
This is my first pose EVER!! The awesome Mr Detron Seorn - Bought me the anypose animation system ... The song body shots was playing ... And I was like ooo sexy song - So let me make a pose - giggles - And this was the outcome
This is the year of Change for me. I want to have a lot of positive in my life this year. I don't want to go on about me, But I have a very mixed life. I am a open book ... I don't hide stuff and I don't like being fake. I do however love being friendly and helpful. This blog is going to be more about my feelings - And making new poses ... I may not say what the pose is about - But all of my blog posts from here on out will have posts of my poses, and whatever outfit I'm wearing at the time. I hope you enjoy the new Dizzy Payne! Cause I think I'm really goin to enjoy this year :)
Animation - Not Her ! By Dizcordia
(I am an Inspired poseball maker!)
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